Some of these are rather old, others not so much. Some of them are truth, others just came to me. Some are not finished, others, well, you get the idea. Feel free to comment. Thanks.

Psychotic

She sits in the asylum softly rocking

the lihts are out and the voices start

she wants them gone and to stop

she reaches for the blade upon the shelf

she slowly drives the blade unto her wrist

the blood pours out her body as she trembles

her head is thrown back in agony

as she bleeds and shakes, the voices disappear

she rises and walks to the bed, she falls

she is tired and closes her eyes

not knowing they will never open again

No Longer There...

sitting in my room all alone

surrounded by the comfort of my home

my parents are sleep

as i sit here and weep

the lights are out and covers over my head

tossing and turnin laying in my bed

the smell ofvanilla fills the air

as i reach for my needle, and its not even there

Slowly Dying....

my eyes slowly shut

my heart slowly dies

all because i cut

from all of these lies

My Love For You...

my love for you can never grow old

for the love for you i treasure and hold

i will keep it to myself never tell a soul

for then my heart can always be whole

i wait for the day my wish will come true

i wait for the day you say ' i love you '

then my secret ill tell and let free

for that will be the day, you fall in love with me

The First Cut...

for the first time ever i cut tonight

a dear loved one gave me such a fright

he was burning just as i do

the only thing i could think ' its all bc of you '

i had done this to him, i had caused his pain

for his tears, im the one to blame

Nightmares....

Pulsing and skipping my heart beats

As I hear his shuffeling feet

slowly he grabs n turns the knob

as i softly began to sob

he opens the door and i stare at him

i know what he wants so i let him in

so i lay quiet and stil

i have no power and no will

he gets what he wants out of me

im in pain but no one sees

Pulsing and skipping my heart beats

As I hear his shuffeling feet

slowly he grabs n turns the knob

as i softly began to sob

this is what happens to me

bc im too weak and cant get free

i kno i cant tell anyone

i dont kno what will be done

i get hurt more and more

every time he walks through the door

Pulsing and skipping my heart beats

As I hear his shuffeling feet

slowly he grabs n turns the knob

as i softly began to sob

then one night it was just too much

rough and hurtful was his touch

when he got up off the bed

he noticed that i was dead

A Little Girl...

theres a little girl so very afriad of death

but yet so eager to take that last breath

in her life nothing ever goes right

she lies in bed terrified at night

afraid that someone is in her home

afraid that she'll end up alone

graphic images run through her head

they're all of murder and blood shed

Only If You Knew

the fire in your eyes makes me melt

i wish you knew exactly how i felt

its like i dont even exist in your eyes

even after i believed all your lies

its like im invisible to you

and i dnt kno what to do

i thot you only needed my trust

that was an absolute must

but now you want me to love you

you dont know how much i do

but i cant say i do, and let this game end

you dnt understand, i love you more than a friend

and it pains me to see, you run after that girl

one of my only friends in the entire world

you want someone to care for and love

an absolute angel sent from above

ive found my angel yes thats true

unfortuantely, my angel is * you *

Your Everything...

Your touch is like fire

it lifts me higher

its all i desire

its what i admire

your kiss is a treat

so gentle and sweet

and when our lips meet

my heart skips a beat

your eyes like the sea

staring back at me

its heavenly

wen its just you and me

your voice its lures me

away from reality

your hands they caress me

moving along my body

i get this sensation

like a chilly vibration

and wen you leave me

i cry uncontrollably

your love is a mystery

cuz you and i are history

but it still hasnt hit me

that we will never be

Im Not Here...

youre lookin right at me

but yet you dont see

the pain i feel

or the tears that are real

when i go some place

i put on a face

so that no one knows that hurt i obtain

no one sees me cry wen it rains

no one knows how i wish i would die

no one knows that i stare towards the sky

that i smile on the outside, but on the inside i scream

that murder and bloodshed is what i dream

the people were rotten and gray

they are killers all night and day

others would shake and bleed to death

gasping before they took that last breath

School....

From sitting in class

Im hurting my ass

i cant pay attention

ive got after school detention

my locker is stuck

im running out of luck

in math i have a test

theres a pounding in my chest

im running down the halls

im running into walls

i cant be late

todays a special date

my books fall on the floor

i hit my head on the door

then i hear the bell

" Welcome to Hell "

You Cant See.....

your hand reaches in me

grabs my heart while i bleed

no one can see

what it is that i need

i need love and devotion

not just any emotion

im sad and depressed

my lifes a big mess

I Cant Hear You....

I sit and think hours at a time

always listening to that music of mine

i turn it up and drown you out

i only want to hear them scream and shout

youre speaking to me but i dont hear

not a word you say goes in my ear

i may seem quiet and a little freaky

somewhat absent minded and a little sneaky

i may seem like a cheery little girl

but you dont kno what i want of this world

as im walking down the street

you notice im staring at my feet

its so that you cant see inside

of all the troubles that i hide

of all the hurt that i confide

of all the pain that wont subside

No Emotions...

staring blankly into space

theres no expression on my face

you walk past and see no smile

and you havent in a while

i dont speak of happy times

i only speak whats on my mind

usually i dont talk at all

i stare straight at the wall

thinking of what to do or say

i go through this everyday

people insult and criticize me

the pain they cause they dont see

for the pain i feel i try to hide

all these emotions i keep inside

i keep them hidden until i get home

i cry out loud when im alone

in my bed i lie awake

all this drama i just cant take

im tired of hearing your thots and strife

dont you understand Ive got my own life

I cant concentrate on what to do

I cant tell if its false or true

More to come...Enjoy.